Dear Doc

I was in a doctor's office just talking. I was in a vulnerable state as I wasn't feeling wanted or loved by my own bf. He was horrid at sex, he wouldn't eat pussy but he does take good care of me so I stayed, comfortably miserable but stayed. But even before that, I was attracted to this Doctor. He was older and mature. He spoke of a wife an kids so I thought he was married. But I often wondered what his lips felt like or how big he was in his pants I'd watch his hands as he wrote. Thick shoulders * maybe I I shud use this as measurement* long hands tall but sorta had extra fluff in the mid section (like I like em). He dressed sorta formal but not too formal. Like a "T " shirt with a jacket and dress pants. I cudnt help but notice his serious concerned face just how his forehead wud scrung up. Then he'd smile an shake his head when he thought he got the point across or when he wanted me to agree. Before, I wouldn't touch him as I thought it was inappropriate in this visit. However we shared a hug, weird enuff we didn't get up. I was in my chair and he was in his, he just rolled around to the side of his desk right infront of me to the seat I was on.

The hug was soft an idk how he knew how to cover over me an hold me Close but not so close as to stifle me. It was just the right intensity, he felt like a cloud pillow. Smelt clean, when he was releasing his hands, they slowly went down my side then down my thighs I swear it felt electric. I thought maybe when we were letting go our faces would meet an I'd feel an taste his lips. But that was it, that was the end. I went home wondering if he liked me, if he felt what I felt. The attraction. Surely it was just me, I mean my hormones and my love for older imtellgent men who have a no nonsense attitude who cud lead.

I went home wet, thinking how much fun it would be If he lifed me up, put me on the edge of his desk lift my skirt, shift my panties and played with my pussy looking direct into my eyes. Dearing me not to make a sound watching how my body reacted as I got wetter. Then he'd kiss me as he searched for my hole and knock on its doors before he plant himself in me. I wanted to hear him "Mhhhnmnn" as he entered me an massaged my walls with his thick cock. I Wanted to feel him go in an out as my juices flow down his manhood. I imagined him biting his lips and holding onto my waist all while slowly but intentionally stroking in an out of me

I imagined gripping his shoulder as soft moans escape both our lips, enjoying each stroke long and short (Cuz he'd know, sometimes I just want the head/ just the tip at the opening ) .Then he'd sink it in me so deep I'd be filled and gasp. Our breathing would be heavy and quickening, it would be intense as even though the door were closed so his patients wud be waiting.

His full bodied receptionist might come try taking a look the other doctor might hear us. My hands on his chest as it's too good I'd wanna brace him off a lil. We gotta hurry I'd say as he'd beg for 5 more minutes. We'd hear foot steps, but we'd both be so close we wudnt stop. I'd kissed him so we wudnt squeal,  his lips so soft and full I'd cream on his manhood. My fingers digging into his back under his shirt. He'd break the kiss, wrap his hands around my neck watching him self go in an out my wet niceness, feet in The air as i pull him over onto me while he pounds into my pussy. I'd enjoy every stroke, my body still in ecstacy . 

And when I feel him getting harder his strokes getting more intense. He'd whisper my name an when he's about to cum he pulls out falls to his knees close to tears an release . 

"The best fucks are the ones that are forbidden "