Diary of a submissive (Meeting My Dominant)

I have always been interested in the world of BDSM and everything about it, but I have never found an avenue in Jamaica to explore. As most men I came across ended up being Fake Doms, having no idea about BDSM or what they are doing until I met Sir King. Now, I am a pet submissive in training to be a true submissive and finally today was the day I am to visit my Dominant. I woke up on Monday feeling the same I’ve felt for the last couple of days Aroused, nervous and guilty 🫣. I selected my outfit with hopes Sir might like. It was sexy and I think it had potential to show a lot but didn’t and I made sure today of all day I didn’t leave my glasses. I checked to see if Sir messaged me but nothing and then got mad at myself for being so needy. I smoked some weed then fucked myself before getting ready for work. Still feeling all the same emotions guilt and nervousness more so setting in as I’ve gotten some release, I’m not that much aroused.

Arrived at work and checked if Sir messaged again feeling needy but so wanted to know if today was possible would it be canceled again, are you toying with me then I realized I get to work at seven it’s still fucking early, and I needed to chill the fuck out. Then my nervousness started acting up I don’t know what he looked like, what if I get kidnapped or killed no one knew what the fuck I was up to today what I wanted to happen to be done to me and I got such a rush the adrenaline took over the concern my logical side was ignored because of the rush I felt.

And then Sir messaged Good Morning pet and I’m still yet to put it in words, I felt hurt sounds too much but close, "just pet you didn’t own me" I thought to myself, I’m your pet you just said pet the things I want you to do to me I’m not just a pet this is reserved for you why didn’t Sir say "my pet".

At first, I wasn’t going to say anything, but I couldn’t help it, didn’t sir crave my submission anymore? After I already backed out of my after work link up because I wanted to submit to him. My mind was running, so I asked him, only to be advised that it was intentional to play on my emotions. I guess he was right about fucking with my mind, as well as here I was being needy for two letter "M" "Y".

After getting over being called just pet, I enjoyed the tasks Sir gave me throughout the day. One being to send him a picture of what I was wearing. But again, there goes my mind, "what if you want to know what I’m wearing so I’m easily kidnapped" 😂 I was a roller coaster of emotions and nervousness. Nevertheless, I enjoyed the tasks, being good for Sir doing as I’m told (I hardly ever do especially towards men) yet this was different but freeing. If it pleases him, it pleases me, if I’m a good girl for Daddy then I’m happy.

As the day progressed, 4 pm couldn’t come fast enough I was watching the time like a hawk lol my Pussy getting moister and moister with each hour, I felt hot we didn’t message a lot, but each text had a way of making me stop what I’m doing to take deep breaths. I’m glad I’m a chocolate color girl cause my cheeks would be red from blushing. Knowing the thoughts and feelings I’m having whilst being around my coworkers, I felt like such a dirty slut which again turns me the fuck on.

Finally, it’s fucking four and just my luck someone came in that I had to assist which started to make me nervous I’ll be late what if there’s traffic and again, I don’t know who I’ll be looking for, where I’ll be going to get fucked, nothing! I’m really crazy for doing this I thought to myself, yep "is this something people my age do?" "Aren’t I supposed to be smarter than this I know I am" my thoughts continued. but talking to Sir King over the past 6 months, sharing my fantasies with him I felt like he wouldn’t hurt me. Even though my dominant has been faceless, he has given me a safe space, free of judgement. I feel sexier after telling Sir how nasty I want to be, so again I shook the nerves off I’m on my way to get fucked like a savage.

Got to the meeting point, again I felt nervous and back in my head "would he be mad if I cancelled, what if I just blocked him on all apps and walked the fuck away right now. I wouldn’t lose anything; freaks are a dime a dozen he'll find another maybe I should cancel". My mind was racing like crazy, so I decided to get a drink and to be occupied whilst ignoring the unwanted compliments I was getting the cat calling males I walked past (sometimes they make me feel gross like I’d shower in bleach, yet I want to eat Sir's ass and have him spit in my mouth and I feel sexy, it’s 🤷🏽‍♀). Anyways, Sir was taking his time to get to the meeting spot, so I did another thing I do when I want to calm down, I assign a time frame of when I think I can’t wait any more I figured 25 minutes if you are not her in 25 minutes I’ll leave and pretend like this never happened and just live off the fantasy of what could’ve been. But then he called, and I instantly got my rush back, this is on I’m going to meet the voice that has made me cum so many times the one I wanted to be slutted out by.

I was not disappointed, seeing him in front of me my chocolate King whose arms made me feel so small in a good way and fuck, the voice is better in person. So far, so good, so far, so wet, I immediately felt so calm so relaxed. Finally, after 6 months I am finally meeting my Dominant in person. We were sitting down in the car talking and then I fucked up and answered "yes" not "Yes Sir" and I instantly saw the shift in his energy as he warned me. But each time I did it I craved for him to discipline me, like he could’ve told me to bend over the car for a spanking and I would lol that’s how fucking intoxicated I felt. Finally, this man is going to have his way with me.

The way he maintained eye contact when asking me my safe word the way he told me "You won’t forget the names" I’m to only refer to him by and I’ll be disciplined in ways that would hurt made me want to be bad I wanted those ways that hurt it was a constant fight to follow instructions or be a brat, so I’ll get punished.

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Against my naughtier judgment I listened, I obeyed. We got to the his apartment where he led me inside with my heart racing, my pussy wet and throbbing. As we got in, he closed the door and instructed me on what to do "Bend over on the couch and close your eyes". Like a good girl, I closed my eyes stood where I was told, all this time my heart is pounding but not from fear, but excitement and then I felt it. Sir's big hand’s coming into contact with my ass and fuck! I wanted more. He spanked my ass, I felt his bites then he told me not to move then he left the room. I wanted more but the tease was worth it. He came back, put a collar and leash around my neck and led me to the bedroom and said four magical words that got my knees weak "Get on your knees". With my eyes still closed, he guided me to my knees, while on my knees he ran his hands all over my body (As he inspected me which he told me of after). Then he said, "Open your eyes". To my surprise there was now two people standing in front of me.

I was now being presented to his Queen, a beautiful woman in a sexy ass get up and killer heels. If I could customize my heaven this would be it, I’ve never submitted to a woman, but I came with an open mind of allowing sir to do with me as he sees fit and if that was sharing me with his Queen then I’m honored. I wanted to please her to thank her for allowing me the opportunity to please her King.

If I should write in details about our sex, it will be a long read… but it was nothing short of amazing, every lick of Pussy that I had every time his fucking thick juicy cock went down my throat, every time he spat in my mouth and slapped my face or spanked my ass I was in heaven. I’ve never had candle wax done to me by someone else before as it’s something I’ve done to myself but feeling your hands over me the wax dripping on my skin both of them telling me I’m a good girl a good pet made me feel so relaxed. I felt so alive from being fucked and choked until my eyes ran water. The entire sexual experience was one of a kind, I felt so comfortable to be me thanks to my King & Queen I thoroughly enjoyed every moment of it.

And even after it was all over, it wasn’t weird or awkward, I appreciated the aftercare and our little chat. I got ready and the concern to drop me home that was sweet I am happy with my first experience with "The Royals", and I woke up feeling happy and free a little sore in places, but I don’t mind.

Ps: Please comment if you would like to hear the full experience being shared by My King & Queen. Based on your comments, I will ask them both to write their account of events.

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