I Just Wanted Sex

So I've been having sex as a means to get over ma last relationship. So the nigga that I've been screwing, he is in a relationship and all but I just wanted sex. Anyway, he was looking me from a longer time like from early last year. Didn't give in but started going out with him, a few times and a piece a daggering him gi me. So late last year to early this year I was in a relationship that ended miserably. The thing with the nigga though is that he's in an on and off relationship at one point he said he was engaged the nexx he said that it was just a promise ring. Some Saturdays ago he offered me a massage and I gladly took up the offer. It was great but the thing is he wanted to fuck me there and then luckily it didn't happen (period was due) but the massage peaked my interest in having sex. I was a lil doubtful with the idea cause I often catch feelings when sex is involved. So a week later, we did it and I regretted ntn. Honestly, I didn't think it would be that good. 

So in my mind, I considered to let it continue cause it's just sex. The next time was better than the previous however I was so close to achieving a squirt from a dick. (Only done with ma vibrator) ma head started hurting me so I couldn't do much.  Fast forward to this morning. He's gonna lemme know that it is not gonna happen again cause he can't be giving away good sex without charge. Bro ago mek me know seh, he's in need of a work shoes or else no more sex is gonna happen I am unemployed currently which he knows. So I find all this bitching about some shoes over sex ridiculous. I can buy it but the fact that he made it the ultimatum made me happy that his decision is such. It was fun while it lasted 😊