My Shameful Moment

So I was working at ome of the business complex at Devon's House a few years ago and this Security Guard lady took a liking to me. She was young, in her early 20s and had a nice sexy body. The first day we met, we exchanged numbers. So we started communicating onwards. She was telling me how much she loved to be fucked, and be roughed up during sex and all the good stuff. 

✔CONFESSIONSo I was working at ome of the business complex at Devon's House a few years ago and this Security Guard lady took a liking to me. She was young, in her early 20s and had a nice sexy body. The first day we met, we exchanged numbers. So we started communicating onwards. She was telling me how much she loved to be fucked, and be roughed up during sex and all the good stuff. orking at ome of the business complex at Devon's House a few years ago and this Security Guard lady took a liking to me. She was young, in her early 20s and had a nice sexy body. The first day we met, we exchanged numbers. So we started communicating onwards. She was telling me how much she loved to be fucked, and be roughed up during sex and all the good stuff. 

Months had passed and she finally said whe want to come over for a night. Now, I had sex like two consecutive days leadibg up to this, but a long time I wanted to spemd some time with her, So me tell har yes. I got myself ready with some condoms and went to meet her. As we got home, she went straight to the room, undressed and headed to the shower. She came out wrapped in a towel going through her bag as of she was looking for clothes to put on. I just hugged her from behind, pulled her close to me and threw her in bed. She just laid there looking at me as I took the towel from her and said "You know how long me want you".

I went over her and started caressing her breasts, placing kisses on her neck while using one hand to play with her pussy. In return, she reached up and held on to my dick and started stoking it. My dick was hard as a rock, just by her touch and stroking it and feeling my fingers sliding inside her wet pussy. Then out of the blue, she said "Are you a freak?". Now, being that we have never had a discussion about the matter and this was our first sexual encounter. At first, I manovered around the question. Asking her, " What do you mean?" She just eased me off, got on her knees and swallowed up my dick. She gave me one of those S.S.S head (Stroking, Spitting and Slurping away). From the tip, along my shaft down to my balls. No parts left unsucked. Now, after such a performance I felt the need to return the favor. So I pushed her back in bed and dive my tongue inside her pussy. I have her back the attention she gave me, licking and sucking the from the outer and inner libia, her clit, tongue fucking as she ride my face. She held on to my head with a firm grip and said "CUM FUCK ME. PLEASE" 

This is were all hell broke lose. As I reached for the condoms, I felt my dick losing mass 😖. So I tried my best to quickly slide it on. 

I moved her down to the head of the bed getting ready to penetrate her, she reached forward holding on to my dick as she positioned it for her pussy then said "Yo nho as hard as before. A wah wrong?" And me nah lie, hearing those words never help, as me feel like it even mek me even get a bit softer. Nevertheless, I tried keeping a clear mind and focus on fucking that pussy. With her legs now wrapped around my waist as I stroke and fuck her listening to the sounds of her moans, she said "Ahhhhh, Talk to me babz. Talk to me". Hearing this struck a series of confusing thoughts through my mind 😕. Cause usually I don't talk during sex, other than the usual "How you like this dick inside you?", "Ohh FUCK, I love your pussy", "Take this dick Baby" etc. So, I started throwing them at her. But apparently, she wasn't satisfied with just that, as she kept saying "Talk to me nho". Making me even more confused, now in my mind, I'm saying "Wah the fuck yo wah me fi say. Wah me fi talk bout?". But I gently asked, "Wah you wah me say" as I kept on stroking her. Then she responded with a moan and said "Ahhhhhhh, anything. Just talk to me"

In my mind, "Is either yo wah me fuck yo, or yo wah me talk to yo. But yo cah get both. Me cah fuck and yet a have a full fledged conversation at the same time" by this time, my felt deflated. Not even the sensation of the pussy walls I was no longer feeling. So I again, I tried to regain my focus. Holding her by her throat, preventing her from talking as I fucked her as hard as I could. My dick started to get back life, I was now feeling the sensation of it sliding in and out of her pussy. But then, I ran into another brick wall. I was cuming! 😑

I tried my best to hold it back, but that was futile. So I just accepted my faith, sinking some deep strokes inside her as I came. "Nho tell me say a CUM yo CUM?" She said, with a look of disappointment on her face. I didn't even bother say anything, I just slide out of her pussy in shame. Like when Asafa hamstring got injured and him pull out a the race and just go clean up and lay down. Thinking to myself, "what the fuck is wrong with you, this a nho you youth". She then started to play with my dick, showing me that she's ready for round 2. But me did feel so shame and embarrassed, me a wonder if me can mek it fi round 2.

She strated to play and suck on my dick and doing her thing, and within a few mins I was hard again. Feeling this, she held on to my dick and she handed me the condom. But I swear to you, as me tek it from har, me start get soft again. "REALLY!!!!" She exclaimed. Me never feel so crushed in all my life round a pussy. It feel like me show up fi do one exam and me never study nor go any class for the semester.

So me quickly slide it on, cause even when yo know yah go fail the class, yo still do fuckry pan the test paper rather than leave it blank. So I tried sliding back inside her, and it was like putting socks in a shoe. You have to stuff in in 😭. Penis finally enters the vagina now (Yes, penis. Cause at this rate, it wasn't suitable to be called a Dick) but I was to be blamed. Go tek up wok I couldn't manage. I gave her a couple strokes, and I was just working in vain smh. She's laying there, literally frustrated like she's about to cry. Saying she horny "Look how yo come get me horny and can't fuck me". She didn't mince her words, cause with everything she said, I die a little bit more. 

She took of the condom and there stroking my me, until I was rock hard. I reached for another comdom but she said "No" as She kept on rubbing my dick. She then rub it up and down her pussy then slide it right inside her. Now me like the big old idiot, never stopped her, I allowed her pussy to swallow me up. She wining on my dick, and I returning the strokes. She looked like she finally getting in the grove as she said "Fuck Me Harder". As I increased the speed, fucking her to her own rhythm, smaddy call me. Cause I was cuming. And Knowing that I didn't have on a condom, me a try pull out before me buss off. And this rass woman lock har legs round me, moaning "Ahhhhhhh, yes, yes, yes" I finally fight my way out and freed myself cuming on her tummy. 

"Kmt" was her response, as she laid there dissatisfied. I couldn't relive all that again. I had no ego, libido, nor drive towards sex. So me just tell har me have work. Fuss me ever a hear a woman cuss fi har fuck, cause she did let me have it. "Kmt, yo just big and nho have no use", "Me should a just stay a me yard", Me nah come back yah". Even though impossible to do, me just ignore har as she a slather me with her words.

Me just go hold a shower then we got dressed. I then followed to put har pan a bus fi carry har back a Spain, then me come back a me yard a reevaluate myself. From that, me so shame me nho call nor talk yo har. It took me a good 2-3weeks before I regain the courage to have sex again. 

To date, This is the most under-performing sexual experience I've ever had. . .