This is my secret fantasy.

I hope one day I get to a dark complexion, medium built, 6ft 4 in height. I have always been a non freaky type of dude for many years, adventurous in other ways sexually but not in a freaky way. Even though I didn't practice certain freaky stuff I've always had certain fantasies. What changed for me was when I found out my wife cheated on me. That shooked me up because I realized being faithful means getting fucked on. So after that ordeal i started wanting to pursue and fulfilling some of those fantasies. My wife has never been the freaky type so she would normally not indulge in those things when I would suggest them. So after she cheated i decided to live out my own fantasies.

One of which I was always fantasizing on what it's like to give a woman head. Yeah I know am late to the show.  The thing that always kept me back from fulfilling that was because of the widespread STDS and HIV cases, and it seems most females can't be straight up honest when asked about certain things. I have always been careful growing up n very selective of the type of women I slept with, and because of that I have always stayed clear of the whole STD scene.

Am happy for this page though as I can finally get this out. I read and watch alot of vids on sucking pussy but the actual experience I have never been able to muster the courage to go out and get. Others on the list include

Threesomes FFM

Bondage fucking

Just sit n watch two lesbian make out

Attend a freaky party/event

Always wanted to try the whole swinging experience but thats not gonna happen anytime soon

A woman riding my face

A orgy

Thats just a few for now, but first one on the list is experiencing whats its like to taste and feel a woman's wet pussy lips all over my tongue and lips.

So if any of your followers have any tips or getting into those freaky parties or orgy events( cause i realize they are very discrete and can only get in by invite) I would appreciate it.